Life after Tommy

Hi.

So glad that you found my corner on the internet. My life has and is continuing to change at an alarming rate. I’ve decided to document it here. Hope you’ll stick around.

All tagged holidays

Jan 4

Jan 4 Feeling empty

Grief, Journal

I feel empty these days. Christmas and New Years have passed. The time leading up to them was hectic, for no reason in particular,

Dec 20

Dec 20 Not ready

Journal, Grief

I haven’t yet deleted Tommy’s profile from my Netflix account. Every time I turn it on, I’m sad to see his name there, but I’m not ready for it not to be there yet.

Dec 7

Dec 7 Holiday cards ... something that feels semi-normal

Grief, Journal

Yesterday, I heard Christmas music on the radio for the first time this year and immediately had to shut it off. I used to love Christmas music.

Nov 1
Nov 1 Halloween, the firsts continue

Grief, Journal

When I look out at the white, the snow, the clouds, it actually makes me feel a little closer to you. I imagine that where you are now, you are surrounded by white light. Everything bright.

Hi.

Nov 1 Nov 1 Halloween, the firsts continue

Nov 1
Nov 1 Halloween, the firsts continue