Today Tommy has been gone for 3 months.

A blessing for everyone experiencing grief…. May you hold tight to the warmth of that last hug

Love and beauty, sadness and loss. These are the emotions of life, love and grief. Everything is present at every moment. Life is full of beauty.

What you don’t know is that I will never be the same person I was 2 months ago. This grief is all encompassing. It comes in waves and I have no control over when it hits me.

I used to be more carefree, a mom of 2 lively, loving boys. I wasn’t a worrier, but in the last weeks, I’ve found myself worrying about possible tragedies that probably won’t happen.